She’s Just A Friend

She told me of her fears today
In hope that I could make them go away
She never thought, how could she have known
That I’m no different, I have fears of my own

I’m afraid that seeing her almost everyday
I won’t be able to keep my thoughts at bay
When you’re in love and only friends she wants to be
You must expect heartache, of this most agree

So I’ll put on a brave face, if not only for her
And knowing my happiness I will need to defer
I’ll hide all my feelings and continue to pretend
That I’m not in love with her and she’s just a friend

This blog has been kinda dead ever since i started Tumblr.But now many people knows dat blog and i feel one kind to post how i really feel. But who cares, i have my back up and i'm back to my old Jaan.. So most of my important posts will be on Tumblr while more personal post such has poems and stories will be up HERE!!! Yeah, i've turn into a writer now.. lol

I'm Back!

Guess you would have seen this many times till now....
Everytime i say i want to blog, i somehow feel lazy to do so.. lol

Well, what shall i talk bout as i was missing for a while...

Firstly, it's Chinese New Year break (i'm in the second last day of the break).. Gosh, time passes by very fast. I remember goin to college on Friday(12/02/2010) which the college was mostly empty. In fact, even my classroom had only bout 4 people including me. The roads were empty and it's really nice to see the usual busy Subang Jaya SS15 being quiet and peaceful with less people walking around.

Went back home and then on Saturday, my parents started attending a seminar called 'Shivyog' whereby it's a course conducted by Avdhoot Baba Shivanand Ji from India and i usually go for the Satsang which is opened in Malaysia every two Saturdays once. The seminar which is held for the first time in Malaysia is for 1 week.

Avdhoot Baba Shivanand Ji

Since it's everyday for one week, my parent goes out daily and i'm left at home only with my siblings. Then it was Sunday and it's the day the whole world was going ga-ga about.. It was 'Valentines Day' and it was not really a special day for me as i'm still SINGLE. Let's see if it will be a meaningful day for me in the coming years. Well, spent the whole day watching romantic movies on tv and Facebooking with people talking bout love. lol In fact, this year.. The 'Valentines Day' overshadowed the Chinese New Year and i barely had the feeling that it was CNY and it was rather quiet than the sound of Fire-Crackers.

On Wednesday, people start going back to work and i had to be in charge in the absence of my parents and had to look into my parents business. Guess what.. I reached Bangsar from P.J in just 5 mins rather than the usual 15 to 20 min. The road was so empty and the atmosphere was like its gonna rain anytime soon. It was a great feeling to drive in that situation with some cool songs being played in my car cd player. Days passed by and i keep saying to myself that i have to start doing my assignment but i keep delaying it up to today and i've just started. (Last minute work as usual).. All i'm hoping now is a week with no problems and i'm really looking forward for my Thursday class to be over coz it's holiday on Friday and it will be followed up bu Saturday and Sunday.

That's it for now and see ya in my next post. =)

Last Day of 2009!

Before i start off with other things, after watching the movie 'Avatar', i wanted to know how will i look with my own 'Avatar' and the result is as below!

Cool rite?

Okey, let me talk about what has happened in the past few days... Firstly, i'm working at my college again but there is a change! This time, i'm working in the ICT Department instead of Marketing Department. (Finally a job related to my field of studies).. My job is very easy as to take instructions by Mr Anba and Mr Rusdi and just do stuffs like Installing Printers, Setting up pc's, Sharing Printers, Ghosting and Burning cd's such as Students Handbook! Less tiring but interesting job and thx to Priscilla ka for calling me to this job! We even have our Name Card! lol

Well, today is the last day in 2009 and a lot of things have happened very fast (12 months went by so fast).. There were good things and bad things but i overall don't really like 2009 coz people have changed, came across some unwanted people in my life and at the same time, i have had stronger bond with my friends and relation. Hope everything will be better in 2010 and it will be a year filled with success and happiness! Happy New Year Guys! =)

Avatar!

Like i mentioned in my earlier post, i'm gonna write my view on the movie Avatar!

The keyword when i first heard about the movie was 'James Cameron'... Who can ever forget his awesome and majestic love story of all time.. 'Titanic'.. Released somewhere in 1997, the movie still remains fresh in my memory for being one of the finest movie due to the lavish and grandeur set. So all these raised my expectation meter for this movie.

So i managed to watch it in 2D and the starting few minutes was kinda boring! TILL we were introduced to the Na'Vi where we meet blue/purple people who are tall, has tail and can talk as well and worship Eywa (Mother Goddess).!



Then we learn that the humans can't breath in Pandora and the human scientists have genetically engineered human-Na’vi hybrids called avatars, which are controlled by genetically matched human operators. The Avatar looks alike like the human body! The hero who is Sam Worthington was good in his role! It was really good to see how the Avatar was shot using computer graphics and technology.



As for the storyline of the movie, i felt it was quite basic where the opponent sends the hero for a task but once he is there, he tries to woo the heart of everyone and ends up falling in love. And due to that, he changes side and tries to protect the ones he loves and he wins at last. But what really impressed me was the color and how each details was shot. Really good.



The sequences involves Jace and Ney'thri was really funny and good with quotes like 'I See You' and 'Your like a baby, making noise and don't know what to do'. Overall, it's a movie not to be missed and James Cameron is back with a blockbuster!

Yet another Weekend!

Yeah, it's another weekend and its also the LAST WEEKEND IN 2009! Yahoo!
So wat did i do over the weekend?

Saturday (26/12/2009)

The next day after Christmas! Nothing much on this day except that my mother and sister had gone back to Mlk to fetch my younger brother. So, i'm home alone with my dad and my cousin brother. So just sat down watching movies after movies and shows after shows!

Sunday (27/12/2009)

A real LONG DAY! Well, woke up at 8.30am to do all the house chores (that my mother usually does) and prepared for lunch ( i didn't cook, i just heat up the food.. lol).. Then watched movies and got ready to go for 'Avatar' movie for 5.45pm show at Mid Valley! The deco at Mid Valley was really good! Thank God that we got the middle row instead of the First row from the screen that i got from the reservation i made! The movie was really good (will talk more about the movie in my next post)
The movie finished around 8.45pm and went for dinner at McD. Finished our dinner at 9.20pm and went to take our train to get back to KL Sentral. Waited for 1 hrs and the train came only at 10.20pm. The train was really packed! I was literally standing straight without holding anything! lol While traveling in the train, we were surprise as why haven't we reach 'KL Sentral' yet! That is when we realized that we took the wrong train which is heading toward Seremban where we were supposed to take the 'Rawang' train to 'KL Sentral'! Really irritated and got down at 'Salak Selatan' station and waited for the 'Rawang' train which arrived at 11pm. While waiting for the train, i also made a quote 'A wrong decision leads us to problems' ... So i reached at 'KL Sentral' and i had to take another train to go toward 'Pel.Klang' for my station 'Seri Setia'. Waited for another 15 mins where the train reached at 11.15pm and i reached my station at exactly 12am! So sleepy and tired but still watched Dark Knight on HBO though i have work the next day (Monday). Slept and it was a day with fun and tiring wrong decision! lol

“Time For Miracles”

“Time For Miracles”
Written by Alain Johannes and Natasha Shneider
Produced by Rob Cavallo
Performed by Adam Lambert
Adam Lambert appears courtesy of
19 Recordings Limited/RCA Records

It’s late at night and I can’t sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can’t breathe thinking of your smile
Every kiss I can’t forget
This aching heart ain’t broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn’t dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us

I just want to be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes
The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain’t broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn’t dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us
Baby can you feel it (can you)
You know I can hear it (hear it in my soul)
So can you feel it feel it….
You know it’s time….

Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us
I ain’t giving up no
Oh I ain’t giving up on us

To download this song: http://www.mediafire.com/?zolqynimwny

About this song, i first heard it at the end of the movie '2012' and i instantly fell in love with this song and it has a lot of meaning! I truly believe that its the time for miracle!